Collage by Matt Wisniewski,Untitled from "Wreckage," 2011
1300by Nina Ljeti
6 months and 13 days,
Threw my heart out the window
Cause the truth is scary,
The future even more, so
I Pick up a bottle-
Hello old friend-
Let’s take off to the moon.
It’s a place inhabited by
Beautiful men, music,
Cigarettes, French films,
Laughter, moaning, mumbling
Giggles of the idiots,
Insomniacs, and finite dimensions
Of conversation- your name, your age,
Your day, your sign- how are you?
I’m fine.
Baby, come with me,
To my crater on the north side of the moon.
I’ve got a rotating bed and a hot tub.
It feels good to be loved, no,
Desired- to have complete control.
I listen instead of speak, and no one asks me questions.
I find myself in front of mirrors, talking, philosophizing, kissing,
Making love
With imaginary man/men.
I see their faces, but I won’t say for
Fear I’ll jinx the possibility
Of true love.
Boy,
What a cliché.
A 20 year old mystery woman, she
Dances alone (if you see her call Craig) at
1-3-OOOOO Oh my god,
The Earth looks so beautiful from here,
So empty, so peaceful.
I could live there, when I retire.
I could live there when the party’s over.
I could live there with--I won’t jinx it,
For fear I’ll die alone.
I could live there when I remember
Where the hell I dropped my heart.
From a city window somewhere, long ago.
Don’t remember what city.
If you see it, call me.
It’s red, and small, and
I hope it’s still beating.
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