What Will I Become By Gabriella Rowland & Nicolas Robin Hobbs

April 8, 2022

coat: RICHERT BEIL
shirt: Prada (stylist’s archive)
tie: Emporio Armani
bag: Celine

photography by Nicolas Robin Hobbs
photo assistance by Leo Köhler & Mengyu Zhou
styling by Gabriella Rowland
styling assistance by Bastian Hagn
casting by Nicolas Robin & Gabriella Rowland
hair by Bronwyn Stewart
makeup by Naomzz
talent by MARIAM D @ MIRRRS, KARINA & JOANNA @ Tomorrow Is Another Day
Special thanks to Effi at TIAD

coat: RICHERT BEIL
shirt: Prada (stylist’s archive)
tie: Emporio Armani

**LEFT**
top: vintage (solastseason Archive)
skirt: Gucci (solastseason Archive)
shoes: Celine
ring: JOHANNA GAUDER
**RIGHT**
top: Blumarine (solastseason Archive)
skirt & bag: Diesel
shoes: CAMPER

**LEFT**
jacket: Cottonade Paris (solastseason Archive)
tights: Diesel
bag: Diesel
shoes: Balenciaga (solastseason Archive)
**RIGHT**
coat: RICHERT BEIL
shirt: Prada (stylist’s archive)
tie: Emporio Armani
tights: Falke
shoes: Bottega Veneta (NIGHTBOUTIQUE Archive)
bag: Celine

suit: Miu Miu
knitwear: Miu Miu
shoes: Diesel
rings: INA BEISSNER

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PAUL MCCARTHY, EATON FIRE, 2025 Autre is thrilled to present its SS25 DESIRE Issue (preorder in bio), a lush, incandescent descent into the undercurrents of longing, transformation, and creative rebellion. Paul McCarthy’s Santa with Butt Plug Bronze 11.4 inches pulled from the rubble of the 2025 Eaton Fire. From a powerful photographic document of relics salvaged from the ashes of some of the most devastating wildfires in California’s history. From an essay by Autre’s editor Oliver Kupper: “The fires didn’t just destroy. It exposed. Our cities built on buried sunlight. Our futures devoured by our appetites. This isn’t just climate collapse—it’s a mirror held to our hunger. Desire isn’t the spark. It’s the blaze. Queer, unruly, transformative. We don’t need less fire—we need better fire. Slower. Wilder. Honest. The Pyrocene is here. The question isn’t how to stop it. It’s how to carry it forward.” These charred remnants, pulled from the wreckage of homes, studios, and lifetimes, are more than evidence of loss—they are monuments to resilience. Among those affected: Cleon Peterson, Jon Pylypchuk, and McCarthy himself, whose family compound in Altadena was reduced to rubble. And @litaalbuquerque from the Woolsey Fire. What survives, endures. What burns, speaks. Preorder the issue now by clicking the 🔗 in bio. All preorders come with a FULL digital preview delivered to your inbox immediately after checkout while you wait for the print edition to arrive. Photography @joshuawhitephotography Essay by Oliver Kupper Special thanks to the McCarthy family: Paul, Damon, Mara, Karen @cleonpeterson @rudybust @litaalbuquerque #PaulMcCarthy #EatonFire #PalisadesFire #RelicsFromTheFire #AutreDesireIssue #ArtInThePyrocene #pyrocene #wildfire

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BJÖRK’S ECOLOGY OF DESIRE… Autre is thrilled to present its SS25 DESIRE Issue (preorder in bio), a lush, incandescent descent into the undercurrents of longing, transformation, and creative rebellion. On the cover, Björk emerges as an oracle of the post-human, in dialogue with @hansulrichobrist, photographed by @vidarlogi. With the imminent arrival of her magnum opus, Björk: Cornucopia, in theaters on May 7th, she speaks of desire as ecology, ritual, and resistance. As the film mines the artist’s past songbook while simultaneously looking forward to the future, we present a 60-page in-depth, meticulously researched dossier of Björk’s life and career through the lens of desire and ecology—from her sonic innovations to her sartorial radicalism. Rare, unearthed photographs by Paulo Sutch and Spike Jonze. A retrospective of images by Juergen Teller. An essay by Angelo Flaccavento on her pagan way of dressing. And collaborations with Takashi Homma, Nobuyoshi Araki, Chris Cunningham and more. Preorder the issue now by clicking the 🔗 in bio. All preorders come with a FULL digital preview delivered to your inbox immediately after checkout while you wait for the print edition to arrive. Interview Hans Ulrich Obrist Photography Vidar Logi Styling @eddagud Makeup @andrewgallimakeup Hair @mr.hiroshi.matsushita Special thanks @joshuawhitephotography #AutreDesireIssue #BjörkCornucopia #ecology #Björk

Trans Day of Visibility 🏳️&zwj;⚧️ Our platform has and will always and forever be inclusive 🏳️&zwj;⚧️ AUTRE means OTHER in French. A simple, ubiquitous word that encompasses the millions of people who represent the ‘other.’ Currently, t

Trans Day of Visibility 🏳️‍⚧️ Our platform has and will always and forever be inclusive 🏳️‍⚧️ AUTRE means OTHER in French. A simple, ubiquitous word that encompasses the millions of people who represent the ‘other.’ Currently, the ‘other’ is under attack. Every voice can be a form of resistance. Visibility is a form of resistance. #transdayofvisibility

Just announced Barry Jenkins teams up with @a24 for “Be My Baby” on the life of Ronnie Spector to star @zendaya . In 2017, @mrpharmacist72 interviewed Ronnie for the pages of AUTRE. They talked about EVERYTHING, including their iconic hairdos: “We were healthy and had all this thick hair, we didn’t know what to do with it. I love Bridget Bardot, so I would try to put it up and tease it. Some things were you wanted to look like certain people, at least I did. All three of the Ronettes, whatever I would do they would do. It’s like the Cleopatra eyes. Everybody went nuts when we started wearing the eyeliner. We slowly got into our own groove.” #zendaya #ronniespector #bemybaby #a24

We are very saddened and shocked to learn of the passing of @laeyeworks founder and designer Gai Gherardi. She was a transformative creative force among the sprawling fabric of Los Angeles, but her influence spanned the world. She was an unwavering champion of LA artists and queer rights. Her office was an incubator—not only of eyewear, but also turtle eggs, proving her love for the more than human world. Her bright simile and enthusiasm for life made everyone feel loved and welcome. Her bold and playful designs made her eyewear instantly recognizable without the need for a forward facing logo. Her frames were worn by the impaired who wanted to be seen with crystal clear vision. She and l.a.Eyeworks have been major supporters since issue one. We wouldn’t exist without Gai’s support and influence. Their legendary ad campaigns, many of which were featured in interview magazine and later Autre, featured burgeoning icons like Peewee Herman, Sharon Stone, Andy Warhol, and more. For the 40th anniversary of LAEyeworks we devoted 40 pages to exploring the history of this seminal brand. In a conversation with @greggormanphoto , who photographed most of their most iconic ad campaigns, Gherardi told us, “We were seeing this huge array of faces. And, you know, it was goodbye ‘70s! And off came the hair, and out came the face. All kinds of things were happening.” She also told us that the campaign, which later focused on LA artists with an inventive sense of worldbuilding, wasn’t about celebrity, but “interrogating celebrity.” Everything was an intellectual exercise in rebellion and resistance. She will be deeply missed. #laeyeworks #gaigherardi

DOOM (and hope) on PARK AVENUE. @anne_imhof ‘s largest performance to date on view at @parkavearmory the until March 12th. “For me, there are no boundaries between life and work. The biggest dream is to be together in a space and have the most exciting time you can—that’s the universe. This is why I am doing the live work.” @anne_imhof in conversation with @nadya for AUTRE FW24 Citizen Issue #anneimhof #doom

Last week, friends and collaborators from the global creative worlds gathered at Sunset, the subterranean nightclub beneath The West Hollywood EDITION for Autre Magazine and Jeffrey Deitch’s annual Frieze Week kickoff. DJs Mr Pharmacist and Saturn Risin9 got guests dancing beneath hundreds of glittering disco balls while rising Franco-American duo Faux Real played a brief but energetic set. Special thanks to @omgregory Photos Oliver Kupper #friezeweek2025 #friezela #losangeles #artweek #dance #nightlife